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The more I progress through my healing journey, the more obvious it gets that my physical symptoms are tied to anger, fear and shame. I used to think the symptoms were 'physicalisations' of my emotions, sort of like somatic metaphors, but the writing of Max Goodbird (Superb Owl) has helped me understand that emotions are physical things in the first place. They're always your body doing something, and when it gets stuck doing the same thing on a loop you have 'chronic' problems.

Weekly Gestalt therapy is currently my best tool for addressing my shame, although 'hard' is damn right - the only way to let the trapped feelings out of my body is to actually feel them, and that can be torture. What's encouraging though is that even if I'm not exactly *happier* day to day (things have to get worse before they get better), I feel somehow lighter, more capable and more resilient. I notice myself acting more confidently and looking forward to used-to-be-difficult things more (or at least dreading them less).

So even if my head is full of past wounds that need healing, I feel better equipped to handle what's happening *now* than I used to, and that's setting me up to have a future that's more joyful than my past. Does any of that sound familiar to you too? :)

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